bummed out :(
Just when i thought i had found the friends for life, they move away.... well, not just yet, but by this time next year, i will be friendless.
sucks.
also, I really suck at meeting new people. I have become so socially awkward. I've been getting the, "man when i first met you, i thought you were a total stuck up ---" whatever. I don't mean to come across that way, I just don't know how to talk to people. I'm really awkward and shy in public (aside from hole feuuds) and at bars when the group isn't my usual friends. I guess I'm scared to meet new people, I have all I need. Well, for the time being :/
hmm, and the same would apply to talking to old friends, from years now dead and gone. It's either the bitterness that is holding me back, or the sheer awkwardness of a new alliance. ugh, total turn off.
I have been wanting to open up my own vintage consignment shop for SO long now. Don't get me wrong, just as much as my heart is with good nutrition and tantalizing recipes, my heart is strongly, oh so strongly, with fashion. NYC, Boston, La.... sniffle.
and i'm stuck here for another two boring years. :'(
sucks.
also, I really suck at meeting new people. I have become so socially awkward. I've been getting the, "man when i first met you, i thought you were a total stuck up ---" whatever. I don't mean to come across that way, I just don't know how to talk to people. I'm really awkward and shy in public (aside from hole feuuds) and at bars when the group isn't my usual friends. I guess I'm scared to meet new people, I have all I need. Well, for the time being :/
hmm, and the same would apply to talking to old friends, from years now dead and gone. It's either the bitterness that is holding me back, or the sheer awkwardness of a new alliance. ugh, total turn off.
I have been wanting to open up my own vintage consignment shop for SO long now. Don't get me wrong, just as much as my heart is with good nutrition and tantalizing recipes, my heart is strongly, oh so strongly, with fashion. NYC, Boston, La.... sniffle.
and i'm stuck here for another two boring years. :'(