Bitch Bitch Bitch. An fuck dem cubicles.
I have been feeling sorta down recently. The stay in bed not want to see anyone sort of down.
So to cheer myself up and relieve some stress I dropped MATH! I am so excited that I do not have to look at numbers til summer I decided to dye my hair and give myself a facial.
I had photo class today. Which is the only class I like at the moment..which makes me nervous because everything else I am taking is for my major. I am very fearful that I will end up in a boring job dreading life. I can't let that happen
I was mind fucked at an early age to think I had to be a millionaire lawyer. And now am just not so sure. I need a creative outlet or I will internally explode. How do you end up going through life living out the dreams of parents who got just a little bit too wrapped up into that dumb show Law and Order. I blame that show for everything I am feeling now.
What happens if I graduate and find myself fucked. Not wanting to do what I have been educated on and not educated on what I want to do.
Can't I just take photos? Represent sweet bands and listen to music all day? Own a bar? Wear what I want to work? Live in a sweet city? and say Fuckkkk all day? well I do not think a degree in business will let me do any of that.
Sorry for the rant I needed to release some tension.
So to cheer myself up and relieve some stress I dropped MATH! I am so excited that I do not have to look at numbers til summer I decided to dye my hair and give myself a facial.
I had photo class today. Which is the only class I like at the moment..which makes me nervous because everything else I am taking is for my major. I am very fearful that I will end up in a boring job dreading life. I can't let that happen
I was mind fucked at an early age to think I had to be a millionaire lawyer. And now am just not so sure. I need a creative outlet or I will internally explode. How do you end up going through life living out the dreams of parents who got just a little bit too wrapped up into that dumb show Law and Order. I blame that show for everything I am feeling now.
What happens if I graduate and find myself fucked. Not wanting to do what I have been educated on and not educated on what I want to do.
Can't I just take photos? Represent sweet bands and listen to music all day? Own a bar? Wear what I want to work? Live in a sweet city? and say Fuckkkk all day? well I do not think a degree in business will let me do any of that.
Sorry for the rant I needed to release some tension.