Jan 14, 2008 22:01
I need to get my life in order. everything. my room. my smoking. my drinking. dudes.
I am just sorta over it all.
I am quiting smoking ciggys later this week. or at least i'm going to give it a go. someone bought me patches. i feel like a 40 year old that can't even walk up a flight of stairs, so her son buy her patches.
I moved into a shabby new apartment. i like it a lot better. and now i can smoke funny ciggys in the comfort of my own bed or living room. annndddd my roommates and myself bought a gecko today. his name is George Reynolds. and he prefers crickets to worms any day.
and as for dudes...I'm going to stay away from those "life-suckers" for a while. I have a bet for 5 bucks that I can't for a week. something like that but I have already proved myself. I'm just sick of the bull shit. I just want someone who wants exactly what I do. not a full commitment but someone to sleep next to and a dinner date every so often. whaaattevvvs.
you always want what you can't have.
mmmkay I have to sleep I have class from 10 to 3. ickk