candyland
Sometimes I wish I could be misunderstood. One of those people who doesn't have any friends but at least has coffee and a notepad. But im not. sometimes i wish middle school drama would go away but it somehow follows me. I don't know why im writing here. i guess its just a place for me to vent now cause no one even reads it. I like where I am at right now but sometimes i feel so lost. I think im kinda ready for summer to take a break. I don't know what i want to do next year and that confuses me. im kinda blahh right now. im sick, which is my own fault, i really can't blame anyone else. i bought a coloring book at the dollar store and it has given me more satisfaction latley than anything! i really don't like to watch tv to much. maybe this is all because i watched garden state the other night. i love that movie. when she says like yeah of course i cry but in the middle i laugh. o wow i don't know i just love it and maybe it got me thinking. maybe i should move to north carolina and just knit, that would be super super fun. i wish he was there more often and actually knew me, on days like these it makes me sad. i do love my little dorm its rather cozy, although lately i feel like my total privacy has been invaded. i feel like i can't say anything i want to and that everything that i have said that would never tell anyone else that everyone else knows now. i hate gossip!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! whoa and its valentines day , o well. peace