spider
sometimes i feel like i shouldn't be here. like i should be riding the bus to school and kissing my mom goodnight. sometimes i feel like that. sometimes i feel mature and im in the exact right place in my life. sometimes i feel like my life is so fucked up and it won't go back. but then i love it here and i couldn't be happier. i hate when things confuse me or people for that matter and what they do or dont' do..... i hate overthinking things. i hate how some things in my life have changed so much and will never ever be the same. but then theres those good changes that i love so much. AHHH WHY the hell am i like this???