May 11, 2005 11:34
Hey everyone whats up??? I have missed talking to you all so very much.. I dont live at home anymore so I am only here every blue moon, but in some time I will be getting a new computer for my new home.. I am living with Brian and his friend right now, but Brian is looking to get his own place really soon like after he gets paid for this job, so it will be just him and I soon.. We had been having a few problems but we are happy now we talked and told eachother everything, there were some things I was not telling him but I told him and all is well now... Anyways how have you all been??? I am here at my moms today hanging out with her, gotta go to Sebring and to the grocery store... We might lay out for alittle while, who knows??? Brandi and I got into it the other day and I gave her back her knives that she had left at my house and she said once I gave them back she would leave me alone forever so I gave them back to her, and she has left me alone so far, although she has been hanging out with Betty lately which is pretty fucked up if you ask me... Betty is suppose to be my friend and now she hangs out with Brandi and Brandi's girlfriend Jen??? Oh yeah Brandi finally admitted that her and Jen are together and they do tell eachother they love eachother so fuck em.. Heehe I don't care anymore I am not in love with Brandi anymore, who ever wants her please take her.. Brian told me 3 days ago that he is falling in love with me, can you believe that??? I about died cause I have never really had someone good everyone always wants to fuck me over, and now he is truthful and he really cares the world for me, he is very protective though... Anyways i miss you all and hope to talk to you all soon... I love you all and I really love you Nicole... Love Ash/Paris
P.S. The 25th we get to go and hear the baby's heartbeat, my mom is soo big and she is so cute!