wishy washy
Why am I so fucking wishy washy on wanting to move to Erie, Pennsylvania?! Right now I want to, but then I dont want to leave my friends or North West Indianas Scene. Ive been apart of NWI's hardcore scene since about the beginning. I mean hell I think I could consider myself one of the ones who started sculpting the true NWI hardcore scene,espically what it is today. Ive been there since the start and look at it now. Its wonderful. I dunno I want to move and then I dont, this sucks. Im thinking maybe I need to go out to Erie for about a 2weeks and check it out. I think I just wanna expereince their scene and hang out with all my friends out there. But then again people in Chicago Hardcore also make me want to move just because that shits bullshit, Im tired of going to shows out there and getting the stare downs,people pointing and talkin about me and Im sick of always having to look over my fucking shoulder, when I shouldnt, thats just the vibe there it seems, at least for me, but I do know of about 10 others who feel this way. Shits just lame there in my opinion. Its like if your not part of their friends or "group" you are an outcast and they make you feel like you dont belong, its lame. Thats also why Iam proud of NWI, just a bunch of kids going to the shows to have fun not to prove anything. I dont know. Blah. This rant is over.
-tony-
-tony-