The escape.
i'm listening to "Lux Aurumque" on repeat.
it's incredible and we're singing it in chapel tomorrow.
i suggest youtubing it and listening to the Conchordial College Choir sing it.
it's pretty dope.
for anyone who didn't know (which probably only excludes justin) the whole of my spring break was spent on pin and needles worrying about my brother.
i had to pick him up places in the middle of the afternoon to take his keys and then hang out in moorestown until he was ready to leave.
he said some mean things, but i don't take it to heart anymore.
whenever i watch shows like Intervention, the addict apologizes to all the people's he/she have wronged due to their problem.
he never even brings it up.
he owes me a lot.
but i'm only saying this because he's getting a plane tomorrow morning at 7:30 to go to West Palm Beach, FA.
they have one of the best facilities in the country for people with his problem.
who knows how long he'll be gone.
sigh.
i didn't cry or get upset all break.
then in class today someone said something stupid and it got me all flustered.
i got my shit together and stomped out mid lecture. oops.
then i went to choir, after that i got in the car and drove to ocean city.
i just needed/wanted to get away from everything and everyone.
i'm tired of dumping my problems on people and venting about the same thing over and over again.
i'm said before how i'm tired.
i. can't. move. anymore.
it's incredible and we're singing it in chapel tomorrow.
i suggest youtubing it and listening to the Conchordial College Choir sing it.
it's pretty dope.
for anyone who didn't know (which probably only excludes justin) the whole of my spring break was spent on pin and needles worrying about my brother.
i had to pick him up places in the middle of the afternoon to take his keys and then hang out in moorestown until he was ready to leave.
he said some mean things, but i don't take it to heart anymore.
whenever i watch shows like Intervention, the addict apologizes to all the people's he/she have wronged due to their problem.
he never even brings it up.
he owes me a lot.
but i'm only saying this because he's getting a plane tomorrow morning at 7:30 to go to West Palm Beach, FA.
they have one of the best facilities in the country for people with his problem.
who knows how long he'll be gone.
sigh.
i didn't cry or get upset all break.
then in class today someone said something stupid and it got me all flustered.
i got my shit together and stomped out mid lecture. oops.
then i went to choir, after that i got in the car and drove to ocean city.
i just needed/wanted to get away from everything and everyone.
i'm tired of dumping my problems on people and venting about the same thing over and over again.
i'm said before how i'm tired.
i. can't. move. anymore.