back from the dead

[asseenn]

i see the world in a different light now. i no longer see others in the numb sence ive created in mind. about a week ago my boyfriend and i took a drug, its new on the market should i say. kids call it diotox or something like that, in any sort they dont know what they are talking about anyway and if i wasnt so naive i would have know that. well my

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Jesus Christ Salina!

[anonymous]

all I can say is that I am so happy to hear that the two of you are ok. I would have hated reading in the paper that something bad had happened to you cause of some stupid drug. You should feel so provilaged to still be alive. I know that you don't really care to heat from me, but I want you to know that you still have a friend. Stupid shit stopped us from being friends, and I absolutely hate it. But you have got to admitt that whenever you needed somone to talk to that I was there for you, or I tried to be anyways. All that used to mater to me was your safety, and at this point you should understand why. I am sorry to put this into your journal but I do not know how else to get a hold of you. I called one night and you mom like yelled at me for calling three times in a row, which was bullshit, cause it was the first time I called, but whatever. Also, yesterday when I took a cab home from my classes I gave your dad a note to give to you, and since I don't know when he will be seeing you next, I thought I would attempt to contact you thru here.
He told me about your recently getting a job, and I couldn't be more proud of you. I know how long you looked for one and I know it must make you fell alot better to finally be able to get out and support yourself. I guess all I can say is good luck and call me if you ever need anything, or if you just wanna shoot the shit.
Karley