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I NEED A CHANGE OF SCENERY
I hate how everything is turning out.
I just want high school drama shit to be over with.
I want people to realize that just because there not in junior high anymore dosnt mean that there automatically mature.
Im done trippin balls for good(and all of u who are skeptical can fuck off and die)
I hate being 16, i fuckin hate monroe, and even more than i hate monroe i fuckin hate that i feel that i need to get fucked up for things to feel ok and for this town not to suck ass.
Im fuckin pissed, no wait scratch that, am not pissed im really hurt that people feel like they can talk to me about things that are hurting them, and no matter where i am or what i do i feel like im on the outside looking in.
I hate change, bad change that is and how things can get so fucked up so fast without u even realizing it, and without u getting a chance to stop it.
I feel like all i am to people is some dumb ni-eve 10th grader who dosnt know shit about anything and only cares about herself and her persona is.....and the sad part is, is that im starting to agree...
If one of my best friends is always assuming that im stabbing them in the back and setting them up for the fall, and would be so quick to drop me and leave,.....how do i know anybody else is gunna stay...???
I hate how everything is turning out.
I just want high school drama shit to be over with.
I want people to realize that just because there not in junior high anymore dosnt mean that there automatically mature.
Im done trippin balls for good(and all of u who are skeptical can fuck off and die)
I hate being 16, i fuckin hate monroe, and even more than i hate monroe i fuckin hate that i feel that i need to get fucked up for things to feel ok and for this town not to suck ass.
Im fuckin pissed, no wait scratch that, am not pissed im really hurt that people feel like they can talk to me about things that are hurting them, and no matter where i am or what i do i feel like im on the outside looking in.
I hate change, bad change that is and how things can get so fucked up so fast without u even realizing it, and without u getting a chance to stop it.
I feel like all i am to people is some dumb ni-eve 10th grader who dosnt know shit about anything and only cares about herself and her persona is.....and the sad part is, is that im starting to agree...
If one of my best friends is always assuming that im stabbing them in the back and setting them up for the fall, and would be so quick to drop me and leave,.....how do i know anybody else is gunna stay...???