ding dong the stupid bitch is dead

[asschow]

any self respecting manic can tell you what being awake at 2:35 for no good reason means, something is going on. uh oh. look out.
i'm a terrible person, did you know that?

let me throw a disclaimer on this bad boy. this is not about anyone.

fuck you. fuck you fuck you fuck you. i fucking hate you. you are shit. blah blah blah, fuck fuck fuck.

are you ready for the heavy part?
i don't belong anywhere. not anymore. i'm drifting. i'm a ghost ship looking for port. i am listing. slowly, side to side.
i'm either going to end up bumping quietly against a dock, or gutshot and long forgotten at the bottom of the briney blue.