~sigh~
On a good note the weather has been so nice!!! It's making me so damn happy that i could shart my pants. But thats besides the point...everyone is just so much more pleasant to be around when it's warmer out and thats the bottom line. But i really need to buckle down. I received my mid-terms this past week and i'm getting two F's and a D! I'm fucking shocked, but i don't know why...i put myself in this situation and i know i wasn't doing the work. I got what i deserved. I'm just so sick of being a disappointment when it comes to school. Ever since i can recall i've gotten shitty ass grades. Everyday i tell myself that i can't keep doing this! Everyday i tell myself "tomorrows a new day, i'll do this tomorrow". Everything in my life always starts tomorrow. I need to stop being so lazy. My mom and i talked today and i just felt like such a worthless turd. Shes so right about everything. I do not take anything seriously! I think that everything is suppose to be fun and i'm suppose to be out with my friends 24/7. As much as i hate saying this, life is not one big party. I've got plans in my life that i'm determined on accomplishing. I need to wake the fuck up! Life isn't about spending every waking minute thinking about what i'm gonna go do after school or what i'm going to do this weekend. I seriously care about my friends more then anything else in my entire life...possibly more then my family. I don't know if thats bad, but it can't be all that good. I want to do so much with my life and i have so much confidence that i'm going to do good with my life and be successful when really, i do absolutely nothing to support my confidence. So once again i have waited until the last four weeks of school to try to bring up my grade as much as possible in the hopes of not having to go back to summer school. I just hope i can pull this off.
and if that wasn't enough for you, heres some pictures
my sweet child let me curl his hair today, hahaha.
he only left it like this just long enough for me to take the picture and then stuck his head in his sink
:(
hahaha, ASHLEY NIPPLES! This bitch is by far the funniest person i've ever met.
nipples and i
our lab had a field trip to the toledo art museum last wednesday:
and this wednesday were going to a mudheads game (so stoked!)
kaite and i
and if that wasn't enough for you, heres some pictures
my sweet child let me curl his hair today, hahaha.
he only left it like this just long enough for me to take the picture and then stuck his head in his sink
:(
hahaha, ASHLEY NIPPLES! This bitch is by far the funniest person i've ever met.
nipples and i
our lab had a field trip to the toledo art museum last wednesday:
and this wednesday were going to a mudheads game (so stoked!)
kaite and i