The current life of Stephanie
I know i havent written in my journal for a long time and there are many reasons. i just like to read everyone else's and i feel like when i write something personal anyone could read and make fun of me and i hate that. even though i know someone is going to make fun of me i will write personal things anyway.
im really bored right now and this is the first day since last thursday that i have been home for more than 2 hours.
I had a great spring break. it was really fun. I partied alot and hung out with some different people then i usually do. i hung out with Kira everyday except saturday and sunday and i really appreciate her company. we have so much in common and we are even sharing the same pain when it comes to boys.
Talking about boys...... man i seriously met like 30 over the break. there are only a couple that i have been really talking to. I think im going to prom with one of them too!
Bad news: Travis decided to call me and come back into my life. i'm having alot of trouble with him right now and all he does he confuse me and make me upset. i was having a great time when i didnt talk to him or see him for like 2 months. now that he calls me and calls me baby and tells me he loves me really makes it hard to get away from him. i need help, i need to be strong and i need to stay away from him. he needs to stay away from me. i mean he has a new gf and he constantly calls me and comes over. he needs to make up his confused mind and stop playing games with me. i think he is psycho.
right now im looking for the boy of my dreams. whenever i get happy about meeting a new boy they never turn out to be who i think they will and it is really disappointing. i think i should stop looking. i feel kinda depressed right now cause im all alone and no one is here. i could go hang out with Kira, Richard, Justin, Tara, And Britney but i dont feel like getting up and getting ready. i think my disappointment is taking over my body. Maybe i should get up and go do something but i dont know if i can.
I missed Lauren over the break. the thing is i had plans like everyday and never could see her. i think Andra is mad at my for not hanging out but that is ok its not like she called me constantly. she could of hung out with me and kira( the same to lauren) but she never called. im sorry Andra we will hang out soon.
I also wanted to say i really enjoyed hanging out with liz and jasmine. and i also enjoyed sleeping in my car on Saturday night in the parking lot of best buy. it was pretty funny because a security guard was flashing his flashlight in my car and called the cops like i stole the car. i felt homeless. but the thing was i didnt want to go home.
Well i think my journal is long enough... i could write more about my journeys during spring break but then my entry would never end.
im really bored right now and this is the first day since last thursday that i have been home for more than 2 hours.
I had a great spring break. it was really fun. I partied alot and hung out with some different people then i usually do. i hung out with Kira everyday except saturday and sunday and i really appreciate her company. we have so much in common and we are even sharing the same pain when it comes to boys.
Talking about boys...... man i seriously met like 30 over the break. there are only a couple that i have been really talking to. I think im going to prom with one of them too!
Bad news: Travis decided to call me and come back into my life. i'm having alot of trouble with him right now and all he does he confuse me and make me upset. i was having a great time when i didnt talk to him or see him for like 2 months. now that he calls me and calls me baby and tells me he loves me really makes it hard to get away from him. i need help, i need to be strong and i need to stay away from him. he needs to stay away from me. i mean he has a new gf and he constantly calls me and comes over. he needs to make up his confused mind and stop playing games with me. i think he is psycho.
right now im looking for the boy of my dreams. whenever i get happy about meeting a new boy they never turn out to be who i think they will and it is really disappointing. i think i should stop looking. i feel kinda depressed right now cause im all alone and no one is here. i could go hang out with Kira, Richard, Justin, Tara, And Britney but i dont feel like getting up and getting ready. i think my disappointment is taking over my body. Maybe i should get up and go do something but i dont know if i can.
I missed Lauren over the break. the thing is i had plans like everyday and never could see her. i think Andra is mad at my for not hanging out but that is ok its not like she called me constantly. she could of hung out with me and kira( the same to lauren) but she never called. im sorry Andra we will hang out soon.
I also wanted to say i really enjoyed hanging out with liz and jasmine. and i also enjoyed sleeping in my car on Saturday night in the parking lot of best buy. it was pretty funny because a security guard was flashing his flashlight in my car and called the cops like i stole the car. i felt homeless. but the thing was i didnt want to go home.
Well i think my journal is long enough... i could write more about my journeys during spring break but then my entry would never end.