Lost In The Deepest Part of My Mind.
God it is nights like this I wonder how my sanity stays with me. Well I know one thing that keeps me intact with my good side anyway. Things at home really suck mom is a very big drinker now and Jeff is more then just a ass hole he is 100x more now. Not to be mean but most times I wish his caner would just hurry up and be done with him I mean he looks like shit anyway. Chris came back into town with is G/F who he married while he was here and boy let me fucking tell you how bad a day that was!!! He will be back in 2 years for good with his Wife. Brandon is gone for 2 weeks and he might end up leaving for CA or NC for a few years cause him and Tiff called it off or at least that is what they are both telling me anyway. Mike is doing very well with his new job and he is keeping things nice and neat with his life so I'm pround of him for that. He and I are going to look for some places to stay and then I'am going to try and get a better car this weekend. My job is going great at last I have had a job over 3 months lol but it pays very well and I might end up moving from $10 a hour to $12 a hour by Sept. or around then. Heather is doing very well too she just got a job at the Golf Club up here on the Mountain and is making some pretty good money herself. Mike, She, and I are going to try and workout a way for us to get a place together before Halloween. On anohter note there is also the very off chance that I might move to CA with Heather and her Mom and Jeff and holy shit would I ever so fucking go the money I would make would be out of this fucking world but hey you can always cross your fingers. Heather and I are going to rent a boat for our 6 months and stay out on the water for the weekend just her and me so that should make for a great little weekend on the water. It really sucks tho that I'am always working or doing shit with Heather and running around for other people not to have time to see my friends I mean everyone is gone or we just can not work our times out to chill you know. I mean god knows I love every second I get to spend with Heather I really do, it's just that I would like to see some good old mailbox bashers around too every now and again. Speacking of which I still have the new and most best of all ''wacking sticks'' Mac Daddy lol. Lets see what else, oh I have one bad ass liquar set and damn I have just about everything almost so everyone better get ready for one hell of a party sometime before Halloween cause we are drinking that shit, well all but the little bottles anyway lol. God it is nice to get to do this again I mean I can not remember the last time I did this but I see how it helps sometimes. I hope tomorrow goes by faster and that my paycheck is big and that I can see some more movies that I have not yet to see lol I know still a movie buff. Well it's late and I have work and a nice warm bed to get to so everyone stay alive and stay sober....ok you can stay buzzed.