Ash To Ash/Dust To Dust

Mar 21, 2005 19:15

Wow what a very werid week! I cannot think of anyone having a more fucked up 21st Birthday then I have. I had a pretty fair deal of drama during the week but it all played out very well between everyone. I got to get really fucked up for 2 days and got to see and do some funny shit. But out of all of it I had to find something out that nearly drove me to the brake of killing someone. Out of everything I can do there is nothing that can help I'm powerless in this subject and thats what really sucks. I got one good friend back out of all of it I mean I really do wish that it could have been under Diff. ways but you have to deal with life as it gets delt to you and play it out the best you can. I hope that everything can be worked out. I'm tired as hell I don't sleep much anymore and I run around all day gee theres a good way to live life lol. Heather, Chris, and I did not get to go to Six-Flags cuz someone slept in late so we just blew it off and said to hell with it. Might try and catch a movie later tonight or just hang out cuz I just got another $100 from my uncle and hey why not have fun with it you know you only live once and I don't really feel like saving up for a car right this very minute I mean I know I need one but I'm sick of listening to everyone about how I can spend my money! So how about this Drinks are on me so if you want to get fucked up and not remember who you are or where you came from just hop in the car with me and let's go! Well I'm off to lay down and chill out for the next hour or 2.

In short I do know that some things may seem werid between everyone but I know what I want in my heart and the people I have talked to know that as well and they understand that too.
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