Trying To Understand Me?
Why I do things to fuck everything up I don't think I'll ever know but I can only learn from them and hope for the best afterwords. What I feel know is not so much pain for myself but the pain that I caused...Thats what keeps me up at night and I know I desirve much much wrose for doing something so dumb and pointless to someone that I care so much
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So, ya know, here lately I have been really hurt by a lot of things, but then for once, I stopped and actually thought of someone other than myself and stopped being selfish. I understand what you did. Okay, I don't completely understand why, but it's understandable. It's life and no one can or should be expected to be perfect. Everyone makes mistakes and that's part of life, that's who we aer. If anyone knows about messing up, it's me. I know how hard it is to mess up badly and TRUELY regret it, but the other person can't forgive you. That's happened to me. I have lost b/c I messed up and I cannot change it and God knows I know how bad it hurts. I don't want you to feel this way, I know how it is. You messed up, but you know what, I've done it many times, I mess up everyday!! We're only human and all we can do is move on. I've moved on. I care about you emmensely and no matter how many times I say I don't know how you feel about me, I do... I do know you care, you have been there for me more than anyone, even when I do stupid shit... you were there! I am trying to better my life and it even says in the Bible we should forgive... I do forgive you Josh... I don't think I ever didn't...So, you wanna start over, huh?? Mmmm kay.. where do we start??
*Proverbs 29:23 A person's pride will bring humiliation, but one who is lowly in spirit will obtain honor. *
* Mark 11:25 "Whenever you stand praying, forgive, if you have anything against anyone; so that your Father in heaven may also forgive you your trespasses." *
*I John 1:8-10 If we say that we have no sin, we deceive ourselves, and the truth is not in us. If we confess our sins, he who is faithful and just will forgive us our sins and cleanse us from all unrighteousness. If we say that we have not sinned, we make him a liar, and his word is not in us. *
*Ephesians 4:32 And be kind to one another, tenderhearted, forgiving one another, as God in Christ has forgiven you. *
*Colossians 3:13 Bear with one another and, if anyone has a complaint against another, forgive each other; just as the Lord has forgiven you, so you also must forgive.
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These are some of my faves in the Bible... this is the link if you wanna check it out.. kinda puts things perspective for me , ya know... there are lots more....
http://www.liberty.edu/campus/women/forgiveness.html
~*~*~Heather~*~*~
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