Dec 22, 2005 10:39
In short Jeff passed away almost 2 weeks ago. Mom is still taking it hard altho I can not see why it is sstill getting to her the way it is after all they have been thought together. His hole family came to the Wake and the Burying. It was still very werid to look at him at the Hospital when he was died and again at the Wake. Jeff's son and I share the same feelings for his passing ''All he is, is a stranger to you and me'' we said. My sister seems to be taking it fairly, she asks sometimes where he is or goes and picks up a pic of him and runs around with it. She knows but does not understand I think. As bad as it may sound mom is making good out of this in the long run. She gave Jeff the best Coffin and Vault they had as well as I very nice spot to burying him at. After she paid for that with Jeff's Life Insure. she has $38,000 lift plus $2,000 every month from his S.S. until Ross is 16 then it hits $1,000 a month until she is 18. Mom is cutting me a check for $5,000 to start school in May and to help move out and everything else I need I guess. I have already singed up for school along with Heather 2 days ago. I will be taking Graphic Design for 2 years then move on to a 4 year class at UTC, along with taking some other basic class's like History and Math. We are starting to get rid of Jeff's things 1 by 1 we gave a lot of his nice cloths to Mike and I picked off a few things as well but there is still alot to go thought. I have to sell his car here in the next few weeks cause we don't want it. I guess out of his Death somethings turn out for the better you know.
On another bad note my Grandmother is not doing well at all since she as stopped all treatment she has gotten worse. She has been at the Hospital for the past 3 days now and we are hoping to get to bring her home for X-Mas. Mom and I have been talking about the plans for everything when she pass's which I hate to say that it looks soon. We can not keep the house, as far as I know we have looked into everything and we just can't pull it off. I will get 85% of all the things in the house to help start me out with my place so again something good out of this I guess. We will give her dog Harry to Heather's parents they seem to like him and have already asked to keep him when the time comes. God I don't want her to go not yet it just seems to soon for me...Ross didn't even get the time to really get to know her, it just is not fair to me I'm sorry it isn't.
Things seem to be ok else were. Mike is doing ok along with Tiff and Brandon who I wish the best of luck on their wedding day. Chris is heading back to Hell around this summer for the pay lol his new wife is pissed I'm sure. Heather is doing great I think her dad at last got her a new car so she is really happy and can not wait to start school either. Mom got a puppy for ''us all'' 2 days ago. We named him Luke, he is a mix breed and cute as hell but piss's everywhere...kind of fat too. We might move here in the next upcoming months, I might be out of the house by then tho. I got some work done on my car I had 4 new tires but on it and Heather put new whippers on too. I also had that damn device taken out that keeps you from starting your car if you don't pay for it cause it was fucking up. I'll do some more things to it after this month to ensure that it will last a while or at least til I get mom's car lol.
Heather and I are going to try and go on a cruise for my B-Day lol talk about fun in the sun if you know what I mean Giddy Giddy. I'm going to take her up to Nashville after New Year's for the weekend if I can. She has really been helping out a lot and has been their for me way more then she should ever have to and I love her so much for that. Well not much else to say really I added a few more bottles to the ever so growing list, who knows maybe one day I might drink them lol. I guess I will get back to cleaning I have so much to do today it sucks I would rather work! O-well everyone take it easy and if you can't then at least take it hard enough to be sore for a week or so. Oh and Nip/Tuck kicks ass! I told you all it was that sick asshole who was doing it. Later