No Rest For The Wicked
It's funny to think a man of my kind starts to see things the way others see them after only nothing but feelings run by your mind. I used to think nothing of ''God'' I don't think I really cared much about him to even try and understand him and his doings but lately things have taken a turn on that for me. I have really given it a try on understanding and I have noticed a lot of things have changed in me and the way I think. It's hard to say really what I believe now but I believe in more then I ever did a long time ago and thats what matters I think.
Well to other news our trip was outstanding, yes 1 or 2 things did not go right but hey I'm not here to bitch I loved every minute we had together there. We are going back to Six Flags in Oct. and maybe going camping in Nov. not really sure when but before it gets really cold...I love the outdoors. It's nice to get out and just spend all your time with that person you love the most out of this fucked up world and have nothing else to do within anything but each other even just for a few days.
I got my car at last it is a 98 Saturn and it is very nice. It's a 2 door with a dumb body-kit on it but hey whatever. I'll only be paying on it for 3 years and not a bad payment plan either so it all works out. It's clean as hell and I'm keeping it that way lol. Oh we also got a brand new computer with everything from E-Machines and damn it is sharp looking works like a dream too thank god I hate that old slow shitty one. I'm getting my new 32in Flat Screen TV next weekend from mom since I gave her my old one, lol I love how that works you give your mom your old 27in TV and you get a brand new 32in TV. I'm still thinking about if I should get the Playstation 2 since they kicked back the release date again for the Playstation 3 but I don't know yet I still have Christmas to shop for everyone.
Heather and I are doing fine she can be a hand full at times but as weird as it is that is when I feel more for her then I ever do it's funny how that works. We are looking for a place still to move into but wow everything is $$$ on your own so we are taking it slow as we can so as not to fuck anything up. I have to start school in Nov. now guess I spent all my money on my car and some other stuff but it is ok I will get there and pass! Heather is worried about her school cause she has to work all the time but I know she will get there within the next few weeks she has taken some practice tests for the GED and has done very well on them better then me anyway lol. I cannot wait till Dec. I have a very big gift for her already.
Well I'm getting over being sick and I have this place to clean up so I need to get on that since I got rained out of work today fun fun. Oh and just so everyone knows I got over 75 bottles of Liquor in my collection now so nah nah to all you drinkers lol. Later
Well to other news our trip was outstanding, yes 1 or 2 things did not go right but hey I'm not here to bitch I loved every minute we had together there. We are going back to Six Flags in Oct. and maybe going camping in Nov. not really sure when but before it gets really cold...I love the outdoors. It's nice to get out and just spend all your time with that person you love the most out of this fucked up world and have nothing else to do within anything but each other even just for a few days.
I got my car at last it is a 98 Saturn and it is very nice. It's a 2 door with a dumb body-kit on it but hey whatever. I'll only be paying on it for 3 years and not a bad payment plan either so it all works out. It's clean as hell and I'm keeping it that way lol. Oh we also got a brand new computer with everything from E-Machines and damn it is sharp looking works like a dream too thank god I hate that old slow shitty one. I'm getting my new 32in Flat Screen TV next weekend from mom since I gave her my old one, lol I love how that works you give your mom your old 27in TV and you get a brand new 32in TV. I'm still thinking about if I should get the Playstation 2 since they kicked back the release date again for the Playstation 3 but I don't know yet I still have Christmas to shop for everyone.
Heather and I are doing fine she can be a hand full at times but as weird as it is that is when I feel more for her then I ever do it's funny how that works. We are looking for a place still to move into but wow everything is $$$ on your own so we are taking it slow as we can so as not to fuck anything up. I have to start school in Nov. now guess I spent all my money on my car and some other stuff but it is ok I will get there and pass! Heather is worried about her school cause she has to work all the time but I know she will get there within the next few weeks she has taken some practice tests for the GED and has done very well on them better then me anyway lol. I cannot wait till Dec. I have a very big gift for her already.
Well I'm getting over being sick and I have this place to clean up so I need to get on that since I got rained out of work today fun fun. Oh and just so everyone knows I got over 75 bottles of Liquor in my collection now so nah nah to all you drinkers lol. Later