Oct 04, 2008 12:05
I feel like my whole world is changing. What I used to wait for the entire week is all of a sudden the last thing on my mind. Playing games doesn't sound like fun. I don't even want to be alone right now. I want to be with someone. Certain people would make me feel certain ways, but I don't want to be alone right now. That sounds weak, but I don't mean for it to come out that way. I'm alone, but I don't feel like my body is falling apart. I just want to get out. I want to see her. I want to see Mike.
I tried to pick a mood, but I don't even know what I feel. Maybe there isn't a word for it.