Oct 10, 2004 18:19
i'm very lost.
& utterly confused.
i don't know who to listen to anymore.
i don't know what to do.
i wish things weren't so complex.
i wish people weren't always so insecure about themselves.
and if they are, can we try not to take it out on others?
i wish people would belive me when i say that i'm telling the truth,
because, well....i'm telling the truth.
they say they love me & they don't want to see me cry.
& you say you love me, but you make me cry.
am i missing something?
because i don't get it.
i really don't.
i need to get out of here.
" i'm mixed up, so what? yeah you want me so you're messed up too. i love you; i hate you; if you only knew what i've been through. . . . my head is spinning but my heart is in the right place "
other than that, yesterday, i was in heaven.
ashlee simpson & i are engaged. haven't you heard?