'..will i make it? ill try..'
so things with raz are so so lately.
i dont know whats going on anymore.
hes starting school and said he needs to focus on that, and he likes hanging out with me but a relationship wont work right now. and hes saw his ex a couple times this summer (how many is a couple?)..but they are just good friends and thats all (ohhhhhkay).
whatever.
i dont need this right now.
im getting in that mood where im constantly doing the same thing everyday, so im getting depressed agian and i dont like it, which means the situation with Shiraz was blown out of proportion and now things are weird, all because of other things in my life. To make matters worse Bonanza sorta pissed me off this weekend. Apparently im on the Most Wanted List because my nails being done is a 'federal offense i could get arrested for'...okay fuck you.
Shiraz said his little brothers are spending the night tonight but i could "come over in the early evening when i get off work" akwardness. he says that he thinks we should just chill and hangout and not have sex...haha yeah okay. cause thats possible. what the fuck ever.
i think its time to start playing the field agian. Tristan O is looking like an amazing candidate...but maybe not so much. As much as he likes to think hes really smart and mature...not so much
i dont know whats going on anymore.
hes starting school and said he needs to focus on that, and he likes hanging out with me but a relationship wont work right now. and hes saw his ex a couple times this summer (how many is a couple?)..but they are just good friends and thats all (ohhhhhkay).
whatever.
i dont need this right now.
im getting in that mood where im constantly doing the same thing everyday, so im getting depressed agian and i dont like it, which means the situation with Shiraz was blown out of proportion and now things are weird, all because of other things in my life. To make matters worse Bonanza sorta pissed me off this weekend. Apparently im on the Most Wanted List because my nails being done is a 'federal offense i could get arrested for'...okay fuck you.
Shiraz said his little brothers are spending the night tonight but i could "come over in the early evening when i get off work" akwardness. he says that he thinks we should just chill and hangout and not have sex...haha yeah okay. cause thats possible. what the fuck ever.
i think its time to start playing the field agian. Tristan O is looking like an amazing candidate...but maybe not so much. As much as he likes to think hes really smart and mature...not so much