GRR!!!!
I'm so irritated right now. It was a long day at school, i had a bad feeling all day long so i called my mo and nicky to make sure they were okay. I was looking forward to getting home and talking to Chris...but when i called chris at work, haha HE WASNT THERE!!! He left to go apply at another job down 19-fucking2. So now and his stupid fucking roommate in which who i HATE!!! Are working together. Now Chris will be drinking a lot with him and i hate it when he drinks!!! Hes an asshole when he drinks. He just doesnt understand how it makes me feel. When he does stupid things, he wonders why i get so mad. Its because he should be thinking about not only the consequences of what he does, but he wasnt thinking about me when he does the stupid things that he does!!! I consider his feelings before i DO Anything!!! I dont even smoke anymore because for one thing, im in school my last year and i think being in a relationship, you should mature and be more fucking responsible. OMFG im so mad right now. I dont know if i should be mad or sad!!!
I wish someone could help me.
I wish someone could help me.