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[asruinsfall]

IAM NO LONGER GOING TO BE EDGE. i do everything for megan and more and its not enouph the only thing i dont do for her is party with her so its over im not going to be edge anymore im doing this for love im doing this for you, ive lost all hopes i love and will do anything for you.

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[getsick]

i really hope you are joking about that...
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[asruinsfall]

i dont know im just so lost without her. <3ricky

[getsick]

hun my best friend died a year ago and i lvoed him more than anything he was who i was sopposed to be with but losing him didnt convert me to give up and change my views.. only way that could happe is with education and time and growing up and in to new things but never the lose of a loved one could change me like that.. we are all diffrent people and some of us handel love and the loss of love diffrent ways.. but losing it doesnt mean you have to do something that you might regret..
xoxox

[asruinsfall]

im not doing it because i want to im doing it because im lost and for some weird reason i think it will bring us closer, and its proof of how much i love her and that id do anything for her. <3ricky

[getsick]

youre straight edge cuz you dont want to bring harm to your body.. if you wana be brought closer how about you to discover something together go take a class together go read the same book talk.. i drink everyday and it doesnt open doors for me or bring me closer to friends and shit that takes time and that kinda stuff only happens if its meent tobe.. when heart ach happens give it time see what happens.. changing yourself and what you belive in shouldnt make someoe closer toyou..that would jsut mean they wana change you and dont love you for who you are.. we got our lives ahead of us and there is no need to give up on who we are for anyone..
xoxox