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nothing but thoughts, thoughts of you, thoughts of pain, thoughts of loss, thoughts of regret, thoughts of love, thoughts of missing, thoughts of nothing, thoughts of why, thoughts of when, thoughts of ever, thoughts of my heart hurting so, thoughts of trust, thoughts of were are you, thoughts of why arent you with me, thoughts of future, thoughts of past, thoughts of tomarrow, thoughts of now, thoughts of who are you with, thoughts of how are you doing, thoughts of whats the real reason, thoughts of is there a real reason, thoughts of if there is a reason is the reason a who or a what, thoughts of so much to say but your ears not there to hear, thoughts of your arms in mine with your head on my chest, thoughts of makeing love, thoughts of will you ever make love to another, thoughts of do you love me, thoughts of when will this end, thoughts of your eyes, thoughts of your beautiful skin on mine, thoughts of anything that has to do with you, anything that reminds me of you, anything to make me hurt worse its all i have when theres nothing but time and lonelyness.