I want my eyes big and brilliant as jewels reflecting light like lasers...

[asrais924]

I need an escape. i want to crack open my skull and spill out what's in there. turn my mind inside out flip it upside down. i want to fragment my existence, i want pieces to go flying outward in all directions like the universe breathing them in and out like little stars. i want every breath to suck in the world i knew and with every exhale spit out something more beautiful, full of colors, full of bright and shining sounds, sweet and tangy touches. feel the air around me sweeping over my skin like silk scarves dancing and whirling and taking me away, far far away. i want to taste my heart beating and hear the smell of my skin. i want my eyes big and brilliant as jewels reflecting light like lasers, taking it all in and shooting it all back out, every sensation like fluorescent paint splattered across my field of vision, spreading out, tiny diamonds floating and flying just beyond my finger tips, my pulse moving in synchrony with the pulse of every being around me. hot needle pricks and the deepest flutters of ecstasy, an amalgamation of every small sensation moving across and over and back and forth, engulfing me, drowning me and giving me wings.

I need an escape...