.:my life has become cumbersome:.
It's almost like you had it planned. It's like you smiled and shook my hand and said
"Hey, I'm about to screw you over, big time." And what was I supposed to do? I was stuck in between you and a hard place We won't talk about the hard place. But I don't blame you anymore. That's too much pain to store. It left me half dead inside my head. And boy, looking back I see I'm not the girl I used to be. When I lost my mind it saved my life. It's how you wanted it to be. It's like you played a joke on me. And I lost a friend in the end. And I think that I cried for days. But now that seems light years away. And I'm never going back....
To who I was
"Hey, I'm about to screw you over, big time." And what was I supposed to do? I was stuck in between you and a hard place We won't talk about the hard place. But I don't blame you anymore. That's too much pain to store. It left me half dead inside my head. And boy, looking back I see I'm not the girl I used to be. When I lost my mind it saved my life. It's how you wanted it to be. It's like you played a joke on me. And I lost a friend in the end. And I think that I cried for days. But now that seems light years away. And I'm never going back....
To who I was