.:what the fuck:.
I DON'T understand why i feel like this. (this: being oddly depressed or unmotivated or just lacking some sort of something that just needs to be there)
everything has been going good. im turning 21 finally, im going to vegas, i'm happy with my friends and the guy in my life, my family is good, i'm moving away to go to a school i really really want to go to. so why do i feel like something is missing? or that something just isn't right?
i think i need to be struck by lightning or get electro shock therapy to stun myself into realizing i have things pretty damn good. or maybe someone should just punch me in the face. either one would probably work.