i feel awful. i haven't got this sick in a long ass time. infact the only time i've felt this bad was last year after i had my sugery and even that wasnt so bad. i couldn't breathe through my nose and i just looked like i had lost a boxing match or like the lady at publix thought i had an abusive boyfriend. "you should leave him" haha dumbass naive bitch.
anyway so yeah i have NO voice it's GONE! I mean i can't even call for help if i needed to. i tried to call my mom and she was like i can't hear a word you're saying. i knew i should have taught her how to use text messeging.
i want her to bring me...
so i can breathe out of my nose and feel a heck of a lot better.
I'm sick to the point where i can't even smoke a cigarette. it sucks! but at least it will give my lungs a rest for a few days. who knows maybe this will just lead me to quit. wait who ami kidding im not going to quit before i go to vegas. you cant smoke everywhere there. it will be nice to be sitting in a bar and have to not go outside to smoke a cig.
ugh i've slept for almost 19 hours. last night from 2am till about a half an hour ago around 8pmish, but im going to take some more nyquill, stick on a movie and try to sleep all the way through this cold. so if no one hears from me for a few days hopefully i'll still be alive.