Apr 12, 2007 21:52
I'm starting cabbage soup again this weekend as soon as I get out shopping for ingredients. I am just not going to be a happy person until I get thin, because I can't look at myself without practically having a meltdown. I try on outfits the night before auditions to see what looks best, and nothing looks good to me because I don't feel like I look good in anything. And we tried on our costumes at rehearsal last night, and they look okay on me, but I look like my chest is gonna bust out of them, and we can't have that. So I announced to the people in the room that I'm going on the Fairtone diet. Hahaha. I refuse to be a cow when I get to play a young person. It didn't matter when I was wearing a CURTAIN for Emma Goldman. But a little fitted blouse could be a problem. And some of my spring/summer shirts from last year are looking gross on me now, so something must be done. Yesterday and today I did some ab work, so right now if I flex my ab muscles, it feels as if someone punched me. And I found a Tae Bo video too, the 8-minute workout. I did that yesterday, and I can actually do it better now than I could when it first came out. I need to see if I can get the tapes from the library and try to copy them. They're fun. And I don't have to pay for a gym. Haha.