rant post i guess
god i hate summer it's so fucking hot out it was 95 degrees out yesterday and i wore a dress to school and i was so fucking self-conscious all these skinny girls around me wearing shorts and midriff-showing tops and their push up bras and GOD i hate summer and i hate having to wear shit like dresses and shorts and tank tops and strapless tops just so i don't die of heat stroke because i don't like showing my legs because of the scars and i hate my thighs and i hate the upper half of my arms and all my jeans/shorts come up too high on my hips because they're such large sizes and i'm short and i have to wear long shirts that cover it up and the shirts always show my gross arms and i haven't even gotten to the part i hate most about myself but i won't talk about it because if i do i'll get way too emotional because that shit sets me off i really hate my body ok lol