because the world is round, it turns me on
I haven't posted to this in a few months. I guess this is because i basically forgot that livejournal existed. Alot of things went down, and this blog just slipped my mind. It's no surprise that MySpace never slipped my mind. I mean, come on it is my obsession. Kidding?
Nothing really has changed about me since my last post. LIES. I think that I am a totally different person. Reading my past entries make me sick. How could just 16 year old girl be so impressionable? Did I really believe that I was original? That doesn't matter anymore.
My religion teacher said something in class once that will always linger in my mind. She said, "Show me your friends, and i'll show you who you truly are." Don't assume that just because i remember one thing she said that she's a great woman. She's dumb as a brick and the most annoyingly idiotic woman I have ever met. That one statement though. Wow, she was so right. It makes me think, do I hang around the people I would like to be judged with? Are my friends an accurate representation of who I am ? Then again, is that even possible? If her quote is true, then I guess that I am not around the right people. Do i really want to be judged as a dumb drug whore with no goals in life? Not that i'm saying that what my friends are or anything.
Christmas is in a few days. I can't help but dread it. Another holiday in which i am pricked and prodded until i am told how i should act or dress. Its the same every year. No doubt my asshole brother will have something nice to say to me. I don't want to be a part of Christmas. Not that i hate Christmas. I just don't feel like dealing with my family in the next 48 hours.
It looks like my next surgery is the day before my birthday. Wow, thanks parents; way to make my 17th birthday special. It'll really be one to remember.
Thats all i have to say for now. Instead of sulking, i'll go smoke and meditate on how great life is when i'm stoned.
Nothing really has changed about me since my last post. LIES. I think that I am a totally different person. Reading my past entries make me sick. How could just 16 year old girl be so impressionable? Did I really believe that I was original? That doesn't matter anymore.
My religion teacher said something in class once that will always linger in my mind. She said, "Show me your friends, and i'll show you who you truly are." Don't assume that just because i remember one thing she said that she's a great woman. She's dumb as a brick and the most annoyingly idiotic woman I have ever met. That one statement though. Wow, she was so right. It makes me think, do I hang around the people I would like to be judged with? Are my friends an accurate representation of who I am ? Then again, is that even possible? If her quote is true, then I guess that I am not around the right people. Do i really want to be judged as a dumb drug whore with no goals in life? Not that i'm saying that what my friends are or anything.
Christmas is in a few days. I can't help but dread it. Another holiday in which i am pricked and prodded until i am told how i should act or dress. Its the same every year. No doubt my asshole brother will have something nice to say to me. I don't want to be a part of Christmas. Not that i hate Christmas. I just don't feel like dealing with my family in the next 48 hours.
It looks like my next surgery is the day before my birthday. Wow, thanks parents; way to make my 17th birthday special. It'll really be one to remember.
Thats all i have to say for now. Instead of sulking, i'll go smoke and meditate on how great life is when i'm stoned.