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i just got off the phone, and i feel like shit .. my heart.. is officialy gone i really want to comitt suicide right about now and i dont know what to fucking do. theres no1 to ever talk to or call even if there was it doesnt matter cuz im to screwd up and i dont talk about stuff that really gets to me and i never let it out and its making it worse and im getting worse. i wish i could just die, and no1 would notice .. would they?
i need help ...
i need help ...