Yea, I know it's not AS or autism related, but when I watched it, I felt that I could actually relate to the things that he talked about, from having someone say something that just shows how uneducated they are about it, to living with it
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There are some times when I can see that having AS is a gift (I doubt I would have learned to draw without it, since I was so hyperfocused on anime that I'd turned to drawing and basically taught myself how to draw; writing is pretty much the same deal). I'm not that "successful" with is, as I have yet to sell much in my online shop, but I'm gonna try a new angle for the drawings...and for writing, I need to send in a sample to a publisher.
Other times, it can be a curse, like thinking about the future. I'm guessing it's the AS, but I'm simply unable to think about the future. It's like I hit a block or a wall of some sort when I try. I've lost job after job cause of it, and my parents tell me they worry almost constantly.
I sorta see my disorder as both a blessing and a curse. There's a positive side, and a negative side. The negative side usually is easier to see than the positive side, but the latter is still there.
*shrugs*
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