i need an e-hug
i know this has nothing to do with the comunity but i am feeling really depressed and alone right now as my girlfriend of 3 years parents have come into town and they hate my guts up and down, they don't even know we are dating, so we have had to stage this big elaborate lie about how i am just a room mate and we dressed out the extra bedroom to look like i live in there. any way we spent the last 4 days straight preparing and i have been having terrible insomnia and have only gotten 2 hours of sleep in 4 days,
all this and when they got here they absolutely refused to take me to dinner with them, which i knew was probly going to happen, but it has really broken this camels back.
i know its really really stupid but i kinda just want to know that someone cares cause lately i feel so alone that it is dangerous, if i didn't love her so damn much i most likely would not be here anymore, but that comes from the fact that on top of the aspergers i also have cystic fibrosis, pancreatitis, my gallbladder is shot, i have severe untreated depression, anxiety and insomnia.
i hate rants to death and i am so sorry to bug you guys but i just feel like i need an e-hug.
thank you all,
jonathan
all this and when they got here they absolutely refused to take me to dinner with them, which i knew was probly going to happen, but it has really broken this camels back.
i know its really really stupid but i kinda just want to know that someone cares cause lately i feel so alone that it is dangerous, if i didn't love her so damn much i most likely would not be here anymore, but that comes from the fact that on top of the aspergers i also have cystic fibrosis, pancreatitis, my gallbladder is shot, i have severe untreated depression, anxiety and insomnia.
i hate rants to death and i am so sorry to bug you guys but i just feel like i need an e-hug.
thank you all,
jonathan