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ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS?!?????
so tonight my dad was giving me a ride home from work and he says "do you owe your mother money for rent from august?"
and i was like "yeah i do but i'm not going to pay her because ryan never pays her so honestly, why should i?" and then my dad says "well you have to take that up with your mother"
so we get home and my dad goes to the living room where my mom is and is like "she says she's not going to pay until ryan does so that's it, i'm going to tell him that he needs to start paying 200 bucks starting october 1st"
like are you fucking serious? i told my mom before that ryan didn't pay and she was just like "oh he's all caught up" but like they want nothing from ryan until i say i'm not paying them anymore? i'm not trying to be a drama queen about all of this but i honestly feel like i've been taken advantage of. i don't like it and it makes me not like my parents at all...just makes me think they are super greedy. i've given my mom thousands of dollars in rent over the past 3 years and he's given them nothing and yet whenever i don't pay them all they do is bitch and bitch until i give it to them...all while they are saying absolutely nothing to my brother. what the fuck is that about? my mom claims that she's not ready for me to move out...yet i get treated like this? why the fuck wouldn't i want to leave?? i'm not going to stay just so i can be the only person in the house she can take advantage of....or maybe that's why she doesn't want me to leave...because then she won't have anyone to take money from anymore.
so if anyone has been wondering why i never like to be home...what i mentioned above might have a little something to do with it.
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WOULD SOMEONE PLEASE JUST TELL ME THAT I'M NOT CRAZY AND THAT I'M NOT OVERREACTNIG ABOUT THIS TOO MUCH? pleaseee