My sweet, I'm so glad that your Mum tries to help, but I wished she was more consistent. :( She should know how difficult it is if the two of you need to plan with uncertainties. :(
And I can very much relate to the feeling a bit calmer again as a first step to managing to pick up the pieces. (For me it tends to be breathing troubles and managing to catch my breath again so the immediate fear of suffocating goes away again even if the thought lingers somewhere in the back, but same difference.) I really hope the breather helped both of you to get a little control back. You'd deserve so much better, but I'm still glad for every little bit your Mum can do. Whether that's making you meals or helping with BK. I'm keeping my fingers crossed that it gets you through these dark times.
Well not really, not yet. My throat feels swollen and I have trouble swallowing which doesn't mix well with the increased phlegm production my allergies have to offer - and every time I sneeze all hell breaks loose in the affected area. But I've pulled through worse, not to worry. :)
*hugs tightly* Please always remember that you're awesome, even on days when it feels you don't have spoons for anything. What you do is still amazing.
My sweet, I'm so glad that your Mum tries to help, but I wished she was more consistent. :( She should know how difficult it is if the two of you need to plan with uncertainties. :(
And I can very much relate to the feeling a bit calmer again as a first step to managing to pick up the pieces. (For me it tends to be breathing troubles and managing to catch my breath again so the immediate fear of suffocating goes away again even if the thought lingers somewhere in the back, but same difference.) I really hope the breather helped both of you to get a little control back. You'd deserve so much better, but I'm still glad for every little bit your Mum can do. Whether that's making you meals or helping with BK. I'm keeping my fingers crossed that it gets you through these dark times.
Well not really, not yet. My throat feels swollen and I have trouble swallowing which doesn't mix well with the increased phlegm production my allergies have to offer - and every time I sneeze all hell breaks loose in the affected area. But I've pulled through worse, not to worry. :)
*hugs tightly* Please always remember that you're awesome, even on days when it feels you don't have spoons for anything. What you do is still amazing.
xxx
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