took me long enough....
Wow... so it's been about 6 months since I last updated... kinda crazy. I wish that everything was the way it was 6 months ago. Lately, nothing makes me happy... the smile I put on sometimes is fake and I have no one who understands. I hate Manhattan. I hate being lonely. I wish I had a friend. I wish I could learn to appreciate Jeff more. I'm tired of resenting people who are happy with their lives or who are at least able to function like i cannot.