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If I'm going to be perfectly honest with myself, I don't think I'm a great person. I'm a good person, but not great. I'm vain and narcissistic, I am judgmental and angry, I'm lazy and my curiousity for life stops short once I realize how much work it will be.
It's time for a change.
I know, I say that a lot. The pattern is cyclical; my moods shift from self-fulfilling prophecies to depression, then to resolution and tiny successes, then a glimmer of failure pushes me into the whole cycle all over again. The plan falls apart because I'm a fearful, anxious person.
It's not the place I want my head to be.
Tomorrow I'm going to get my hair cut over lunch in a feeble effort to rally myself for change.
Here we go again!
It's time for a change.
I know, I say that a lot. The pattern is cyclical; my moods shift from self-fulfilling prophecies to depression, then to resolution and tiny successes, then a glimmer of failure pushes me into the whole cycle all over again. The plan falls apart because I'm a fearful, anxious person.
It's not the place I want my head to be.
Tomorrow I'm going to get my hair cut over lunch in a feeble effort to rally myself for change.
Here we go again!