ugh
so the worst thing about my depression is the feeling of being trapped. I'm there today. I'm having an awful time leaving my house because I'm afraid of something bad happening.
like I get close to the door and then my heart starts racing and i have to sit back down because i can't turn the handle.. even though 20 minutes ago i was revved up and ready to go drive across town to see a friend and give her her x-mas gift.
man I'm fucked in the head.
like I get close to the door and then my heart starts racing and i have to sit back down because i can't turn the handle.. even though 20 minutes ago i was revved up and ready to go drive across town to see a friend and give her her x-mas gift.
man I'm fucked in the head.