Aug 19, 2009 17:05
i was almost 2 hours late to work today. EPIC FAIL ON MY ALARMS PART
i need to set up an appointment to see the legal office about getting out of the military early.
there is a way and i'm shooting for it.
I'm nervous about getting out though. Because I don't want to fail ANYTHING like i have failed at the military. I know people tell me how utterly ridiculously easy University is.. and i'm just nervous about getting into the business school at URI. I know i totally will get in even if i have to do a semester or two at CCRI, but i know i'll get in and then i can work towards my degree in Entrepreneuring (wow i think ijust made that up. hella stella i am)
and then i will do my 4 semesters in HEBREW and hopefully make it to israel before i get out of college.
getting a job is a whole other issue. i need 700 bucks a month to live on.. without paying my parentals rent or buying myself food/having fun.
i mean i know i'll be unemployed for a few months.. and i will probably collect unemployment for the time as i wait for a job/college. and i'll get about 1000 a month from texas for unemployment. i mean it is better than nothing.. and i guess when i get back to RI i can look for a job at one of the hospitals working in records/front desk work. etc etc. shit. i can even ask Dean's dad if his company is hiring.
my Top Secret clearance has got to be worth SOMETHING in the civilian world.
I've been a nervous wreck all day
-deidre