Jul 26, 2009 21:00
I look at myself in the mirror and ask myself everyday: "For someone who has hopes and dreams, why do you want to end your life?"
and I search and search for an answer and I don't have one.
Music, Mayhem, Friendship, Family, Order, and Chaos keep me going.
Finding a balance with all of those is hard to do, so I don't have a balance, it is overwhelming and I don't know how to deal with it all.