history repeats itself?
When my mind finally slowed down today and I thought about something other than my tasks at hand... I wondered what I was doing.
Ever since I left Camp Oneqwah early yesterday morning, I've been going nonstop. I'm always looking for more tasks to accomplish. My hands are always busy. My mind is racing. Am I trying not to think about things?
Now that I've slowed, my mind concentrates on the last morning. Something possessed me to leave, but yet I wrapped my necklace around his wrist. Now all I can think is.... did I do the right thing by leaving? Why did I not wait? How is this going to turn out?
....am I running?
Again?
Ever since I left Camp Oneqwah early yesterday morning, I've been going nonstop. I'm always looking for more tasks to accomplish. My hands are always busy. My mind is racing. Am I trying not to think about things?
Now that I've slowed, my mind concentrates on the last morning. Something possessed me to leave, but yet I wrapped my necklace around his wrist. Now all I can think is.... did I do the right thing by leaving? Why did I not wait? How is this going to turn out?
....am I running?
Again?