I must learn to hide my feelings
I always think that i'm quite good at hiding my feelings, or at least try to behave normally in front of people i don't like.
Over the past one month, i have proven myself wrong time and time again.
I'm downright honest and true to my heart, because if i don't like you,
my eye contact with you will NEVER LAST for more than 2 seconds.
You talk to me, i will face the other side the entire time.
So 95% of the time you will only see a profile of my face,
and my attention will be on the passing crowd, cars, lamp posts, shops, birds or anything BUT THEM.
I have done it erm... three times this past one month.
And i think i'm absolutely rude, so i've decided never to talk to them again or meet them. Hahaha.
I have blocked/delete/whatever you can think of from all of my lists.
Because i made it too obvious to them that i just don't want to look at them at all
so what for continue contacting each other?
So if i look at you & pay attention to you when you talk to me, i probably don't hate you at all.
Maybe i don't disagree with some of your behaviour, but its more about the problems/disagreements, instead of you (the person).
Not in a good mood, because i made a mistake at work - which i personally think is an absolutely s.t.u.p.i.d mistake.
Incurred a couple hundred dollars of unnecessary costs for the dept.
Hate it when i make mistakes that cost money!
Over the past one month, i have proven myself wrong time and time again.
I'm downright honest and true to my heart, because if i don't like you,
my eye contact with you will NEVER LAST for more than 2 seconds.
You talk to me, i will face the other side the entire time.
So 95% of the time you will only see a profile of my face,
and my attention will be on the passing crowd, cars, lamp posts, shops, birds or anything BUT THEM.
I have done it erm... three times this past one month.
And i think i'm absolutely rude, so i've decided never to talk to them again or meet them. Hahaha.
I have blocked/delete/whatever you can think of from all of my lists.
Because i made it too obvious to them that i just don't want to look at them at all
so what for continue contacting each other?
So if i look at you & pay attention to you when you talk to me, i probably don't hate you at all.
Maybe i don't disagree with some of your behaviour, but its more about the problems/disagreements, instead of you (the person).
Not in a good mood, because i made a mistake at work - which i personally think is an absolutely s.t.u.p.i.d mistake.
Incurred a couple hundred dollars of unnecessary costs for the dept.
Hate it when i make mistakes that cost money!