such fury, such vitriol, such manly, "I Killlll you!" bile.
When did you push my buttons? Where? How?
What has happened every time I walk up and shove my hand in yours? How many times have we been in the same place, face to face, and had such pleasant chitchat? Were you ever gonna jump, little doggie? Or, are you just gonna sit and bark from behind your electronic fence again?
Your info is flawed. Your data corrupt. You only know what you were spoon fed, so you could be a very willing pawn.
The events of , (damn, three years ago now?) happened they way they happened. So be it. I made my peace, came clean with those that cared. Those that didn't, those that had built up an idea of me based on things they heard, went away. The people that had based a relationship based on shared experience, staid, for the most part. Only one didn't, and, really, I understand. She and I had hurt too much to ever come back, even though we tried.
Those that screamed the most, that played the backroom games, that schemed and "took up arms" had the most to lose. They are guilty of the same crime. They made sure I can never be listened to again. So be it.
I wont remove anyone. I use this "arena" for info gathering. Sometimes, the only way to kow who has died, who has married, who has giving birth is through here.
But, I didn't go to your "house", and shit on your rug. I don't do that, I have at least some idea of manners. It is too much, I suppose, to exspect the same of others.
I guess we are going to do this...asmoduceDecember 23 2006, 17:26:05 UTC
One: My reply was not posted to your post, to see if you really were just a troll. You would have to come looking for a "fight".... Congrats, you are a troll.
Two: Your revision of events between us is understandable, but, regrettable. You have an image you must maintain, big, scary, angry, hurty man, how dare I call you out.
Three: Taking the "high road", by saying I am not worth the effort, is the way of the coward. If I am "teh evill!!!111oneone", someone with your finely tuned sense of honor, justice, and vengeance, should have destroyed me the very first day.
Four: You sir, are a pawn. You just don't seem to realize that you and I are talking about two entirely different gamesters...
Five: "moving me out", does not mean taking trophies, actively attempting to ruin my social life, and, successfully getting my un-employment benefits stopped. Sounds pretty offensive to me.
Six: Not so fast on the social story telling there sweetheart. The people that saw us side by side, laughing and dancing at the front of the dancefloor for almost an hour, saw not a brush off, but, two happy, smiling guys, screaming out lyrics to classic hip hop.
Seven: The only person with doubt in their mind about any asskicking is you. That is why you never jumped. That is why you get all nervous and sweaty when I show up and shove me hand in yours.
Eight: Two men that say they will kill the other, but, never find a way to do it, really don't want to. So, let's just sit and think bout that for bit, umm'kay?
Nine: I am happy for some of those that I can never see again. They sound to have truly found their own way, moved on, done well. As have I.
Ten: Ok, your turn. Talk like a man. Rant like a twelve year old. Run to everyone else and skulk in background, badmouthing in private. Those are your options.
or, you could actually brush me off... but, if that was the truth, you wouldn't have come here in the first place...
Re: I guess we are going to do this...asmoduceDecember 23 2006, 21:11:02 UTC
I really had no response to your response to my response, initially. You just keep coming back for more, and it makes me wonder. Why, why are you trolling around? You don't like being called out for that, but that's what I see. Phil may like to hear about people he used to know once in a while, but he doesnt, to quote him 'shit in their house'. I haven't seen him stir up conflict in other people's journals and whatnot since I've known him. What good, what could possibly be constructive, about you doing this? Aside from a peurile mindset of 'I must have the last word, nyahnyahnyahnyah'? Also, knowing certain details of the sordid past, you have been lied to. I can personally attest to the fact that Phil is not responsible for a certain 'VD epidemic' that's been laid on his shoulders. I know Phil hasn't been an exemplary human being in the past. Sometimes we've talked deep into the AM about who we were, and the fact that, if we had met a few years ago, we would have had nothing to do with each other. Regardless of all his flaws and faults, there are a few things that have been placed on him that he simply didn't deserve--malicious, cruel, spiteful, and FALSE things.
With your intitial response to mine; I thought you might just be a jaded person needing to vent hurt (but I wonder why haven't you done that in your own arena, instead of here??), perhaps trying to warn people. But you've waxed eloquent about your suppossed apathy, when yet you feel impassioned enough to keep coming back. If it walks like a duck... talks like a duck... you've got a grudge match, but you are trying to play blameless. Really now, let it go.
It also seems suspicious to me that you haven't reared your head about all your apparent issues with Phil till he's over a thousand miles away. You inclinate that you're the bigger man, that Phil's the coward, but if you have such a big issue with him, why didn't you resolve it here, while he was in Dallas. Why didn't you resolve it years ago, when it was fresh? That speaks cowardice to me.
So why don't you stop trolling on Phil's blog, and either 1. resolve your shit or 2. let it go? If you're such a 'big man' and all...
People do dumb shit, say things in the heat of the moment, but that shouldn't haunt them for the rest of their lives. You're struggling so hard to be that ghost... and it's really just inane and annoying. The people in his life that have known him for the man he's been since he decided to rise above what he was... love him, (sometimes hate him, that's true too), but your shit-kicking isn't going to affect anyone to any considerable degree. Why don't you honestly be the bigger man and let it go? Sheesh. Holy Jew onna stick...
When did you push my buttons?
Where?
How?
What has happened every time I walk up and shove my hand in yours? How many times have we been in the same place, face to face, and had such pleasant chitchat? Were you ever gonna jump, little doggie?
Or, are you just gonna sit and bark from behind your electronic fence again?
Your info is flawed.
Your data corrupt.
You only know what you were spoon fed, so you could be a very willing pawn.
The events of , (damn, three years ago now?) happened they way they happened.
So be it.
I made my peace, came clean with those that cared. Those that didn't, those that had built up an idea of me based on things they heard, went away. The people that had based a relationship based on shared experience, staid, for the most part. Only one didn't, and, really, I understand. She and I had hurt too much to ever come back, even though we tried.
Those that screamed the most, that played the backroom games, that schemed and "took up arms" had the most to lose.
They are guilty of the same crime.
They made sure I can never be listened to again.
So be it.
I wont remove anyone.
I use this "arena" for info gathering.
Sometimes, the only way to kow who has died, who has married, who has giving birth is through here.
But, I didn't go to your "house", and shit on your rug.
I don't do that, I have at least some idea of manners.
It is too much, I suppose, to exspect the same of others.
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Congrats, you are a troll.
Two: Your revision of events between us is understandable, but, regrettable. You have an image you must maintain, big, scary, angry, hurty man, how dare I call you out.
Three: Taking the "high road", by saying I am not worth the effort, is the way of the coward. If I am "teh evill!!!111oneone", someone with your finely tuned sense of honor, justice, and vengeance, should have destroyed me the very first day.
Four: You sir, are a pawn. You just don't seem to realize that you and I are
talking about two entirely different gamesters...
Five: "moving me out", does not mean taking trophies, actively attempting to ruin my social life, and, successfully getting my un-employment benefits stopped. Sounds pretty offensive to me.
Six: Not so fast on the social story telling there sweetheart. The people that saw us side by side, laughing and dancing at the front of the dancefloor for almost an hour, saw not a brush off, but, two happy, smiling guys, screaming out lyrics to classic hip hop.
Seven: The only person with doubt in their mind about any asskicking is you.
That is why you never jumped. That is why you get all nervous and sweaty when I show up and shove me hand in yours.
Eight: Two men that say they will kill the other, but, never find a way to do it, really don't want to. So, let's just sit and think bout that for bit, umm'kay?
Nine: I am happy for some of those that I can never see again. They sound to have truly found their own way, moved on, done well. As have I.
Ten: Ok, your turn. Talk like a man. Rant like a twelve year old. Run to everyone else and skulk in background, badmouthing in private. Those are your options.
or, you could actually brush me off... but, if that was the truth, you wouldn't have come here in the first place...
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With your intitial response to mine; I thought you might just be a jaded person needing to vent hurt (but I wonder why haven't you done that in your own arena, instead of here??), perhaps trying to warn people. But you've waxed eloquent about your suppossed apathy, when yet you feel impassioned enough to keep coming back. If it walks like a duck... talks like a duck... you've got a grudge match, but you are trying to play blameless. Really now, let it go.
It also seems suspicious to me that you haven't reared your head about all your apparent issues with Phil till he's over a thousand miles away. You inclinate that you're the bigger man, that Phil's the coward, but if you have such a big issue with him, why didn't you resolve it here, while he was in Dallas. Why didn't you resolve it years ago, when it was fresh? That speaks cowardice to me.
So why don't you stop trolling on Phil's blog, and either 1. resolve your shit or 2. let it go? If you're such a 'big man' and all...
People do dumb shit, say things in the heat of the moment, but that shouldn't haunt them for the rest of their lives. You're struggling so hard to be that ghost... and it's really just inane and annoying. The people in his life that have known him for the man he's been since he decided to rise above what he was... love him, (sometimes hate him, that's true too), but your shit-kicking isn't going to affect anyone to any considerable degree. Why don't you honestly be the bigger man and let it go? Sheesh. Holy Jew onna stick...
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