ice age coming ice age coming
so that was a talk i didn't want to have. and smoking probably isn't the best thing i should be doing right now, but whatever. at least this is helping me cut down. sitting on my back porch, listening to birds fuck because it's spring and that's what they do. after 3 hours of videogames and living on a strict diet of only gatorade for two days, everything seems so mechanical. maybe it's only because i've been on a palahniuk spree for the past couple of weeks, but i doubt it.
i really should quit. at least before my birthday.
+prom is destroying my funds. i owe $365 by the end of the week, i still haven't bought actual tickets, and i havn't bought anything for myself yet other than the dress, which i barely even like anymore. glad i'm making $90 a week, at least 40 of it goes in my gas tank. psh, no. to repeat on past entries, i really, really, hate money.
bulemia is just how bald eagles feed their young. and no matter how much you think you love somebody, you'll step back when the pool of their blood edges up too close.
i really should quit. at least before my birthday.
+prom is destroying my funds. i owe $365 by the end of the week, i still haven't bought actual tickets, and i havn't bought anything for myself yet other than the dress, which i barely even like anymore. glad i'm making $90 a week, at least 40 of it goes in my gas tank. psh, no. to repeat on past entries, i really, really, hate money.
bulemia is just how bald eagles feed their young. and no matter how much you think you love somebody, you'll step back when the pool of their blood edges up too close.