Aug 05, 2006 12:09
Ahhh soo ive been excited to write in this thing since...yesterday. I know sad, right?
Anyway, i had to drive today with Olivia at 9am. It was pretty good, i did alot better than yesterday. I dont know why, but for some reason i get extremely nervous when i have to do lane changes. Im pretty good on the main roads though. Ahhh. Me and Olivia finished most of our book work, but we still have a poster and a paper to do =/
He gives us alot of work to do.
Yeah soo lately ive been feeling like im growing apart, or loosing friends & it sucks. I wish that things would just stay the same and not change unless you want them too. I do admit- i have been getting closer to some of my friends which makes me super happy, but loosing some. =[
I know that we will ALWAYS be friends no matter what though. Maybe since its the summer, its different?
Ah, so i want a vacation. Even though im on summer vacation. But i want to go somewhere exciting =]
Another thing is, i dont know why i cant get over you? Its not like we had a big thing soo why is it soo hard?
We never see eachother anymore & you cant make up ur mind about what you want soo why do i even bother?
Everything about you i want in a boyfriend though, soo i guess thats what makes it that much harder to just stop likeing you. Whatever though, i guess as time goes by the feeling will fade away? hopefully...
But HOPEFULLY we start seeing eachother more? Arghh, what am i saying...that wont happen.
"fuck it."
Yeah soo i basically love livejournal now =]
It makes me happy again becasue its something to do other than myspace.
I think im gonna go tanning.
Maybe ill write when i get something on my mind?
peace.