The hell he puts me through..
Anyone who knows me well knows all the hell I've dealt with since 10th grade of High School with my ex boyfriend Peter.
1:00am this past morning my cell phone rings. It reads "Jayde Cell".. I proceed to take out my retainers, rub away the sleep and I miss the phone call. No problem, back to sleep I go. A minute later my phone rings again.. 387.. I don't recognize the number, I answer it. A guys voice. I ask who it is and get no response. I hang up, he calls back. This happens several times, before questions are asked about sexual relations between myself and other guys.. how it felt.. how that guy made me feel. Enough of this bullshit. I hang up the phone over and over at each call. "Jayde Cell" calls again, this time it actually being Jayde, and she left me a voicemail. The man behind the voice: Peter. He quotes to Jayde he wants to be my friend again, she said he's very drunk and to ignore him.
Till 3:00 this morning he sent me multiple text messages, some of them saying this...
"Yeah no I really believe you when you say you cared like I believe in Santa"
"Right just say you never cared and you will never hear from me again you will never know I exhist"
"Again what do you care you never did before"
"Yeah why do you care if I'm safe or not"
Im sick of this bullshit. Called my mom back home today and told her everything. She called his family and told them they damn well better straighten their son out. Next step if the harrassment doesn't stop is to the police, and you damn well better know, we will go that step.
I cried for a long time this morning. And today in the stables. And right now... I really can't handle this bullshit, I'm in an area where no one knows me and I am having a great time.. I don't need him to fuck it up. Its so hard for me to not want to just open my arms, say I accept his apology and I love him.. But I can't do that... here come the tears again.
1:00am this past morning my cell phone rings. It reads "Jayde Cell".. I proceed to take out my retainers, rub away the sleep and I miss the phone call. No problem, back to sleep I go. A minute later my phone rings again.. 387.. I don't recognize the number, I answer it. A guys voice. I ask who it is and get no response. I hang up, he calls back. This happens several times, before questions are asked about sexual relations between myself and other guys.. how it felt.. how that guy made me feel. Enough of this bullshit. I hang up the phone over and over at each call. "Jayde Cell" calls again, this time it actually being Jayde, and she left me a voicemail. The man behind the voice: Peter. He quotes to Jayde he wants to be my friend again, she said he's very drunk and to ignore him.
Till 3:00 this morning he sent me multiple text messages, some of them saying this...
"Yeah no I really believe you when you say you cared like I believe in Santa"
"Right just say you never cared and you will never hear from me again you will never know I exhist"
"Again what do you care you never did before"
"Yeah why do you care if I'm safe or not"
Im sick of this bullshit. Called my mom back home today and told her everything. She called his family and told them they damn well better straighten their son out. Next step if the harrassment doesn't stop is to the police, and you damn well better know, we will go that step.
I cried for a long time this morning. And today in the stables. And right now... I really can't handle this bullshit, I'm in an area where no one knows me and I am having a great time.. I don't need him to fuck it up. Its so hard for me to not want to just open my arms, say I accept his apology and I love him.. But I can't do that... here come the tears again.