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Jun 17, 2005 23:18

Today I found out who you really are. You dont want any substance to this friendship. No, my dear you just want the jokes and pointless little dances, well you me out and later act as though i should just know what you guys are talking about. I dont want to know anymore. I'm no longer jealous of your friendships with them because I know those friendships are empty just like ours. Once you find someone better than me you wont need me to laugh at your stupid jokes you'll find someone els who can laugh jus as much and probably obnoxiously like you. But I'll tell you something I'm becoming immune to you and your games. I've figures you all out. You tried to hide the truth but you spilled it all over the floor and I examined it and realized that I dont like what I saw. It just broken trust and insincere words. I dont need you like I thought I did. I'm not your plan B anymore because I wont allow myself to be. I'm tired of you and the way you can tear me down when I'm happy. Summer is exactly what my mental therapist prescribed because I wont have to see you.
I would usually end this by saying, I love anyway honey, I'm just angry but then I would be you, empty lies. I cant say that because I dont.
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