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yesterday was a long day and i dread writing about it even now...so i had my meeting at the school everyone was super nice like above and beyond normal which because im a freak of course made me feel uncomfortable...but got a tour of the kitchens and they said just by looking at my transcripts and seeing my grades that i will have no trouble at all getting in...so im in...the only problem i dont know if i want to be in...of course AIPH is not MICA and i didnt expect it to be but then again i wanted it to be i dont know thats weird and fucked up but thats just how it is...so then i was all stressing because i think i made the wrong decision about staying home...then two seconds later i convince myself that it will be fine i just have to get over myself and im trying to...then the girl across the street that i have known since diapers informs me that she is pregnant but she is getting an abortion in ten days so of course we talk about this for hours, and around ten o'clock my neighbor knocks on the door to tell us that his father has died right in there front room...he left his mother in there with the body alone to come and tell us this...so my parents went over there to help out with things i dont know what but i stayed away from that...yesterday was just too much crap to even grasp right now im trying to only think about one thing at a time, and my shit is last on that list...todays nightmare calling MICA and telling them that i am with-drawling and securing my place as a major fuck up in there minds...do i care...yeah that the problem
ahh well FAWK OFF
ahh well FAWK OFF