just random bull to let you know im still alive
i havent written in a while and to tell the truth i havent missed it much....i have lost some of the obsession for the internet and the need to read and feed off other peoples stories...i have as of recently been trying to make my own interesting stories....this week things have kind of crashed and burned around me i feel even though there is reassurance from all points that things will be fine and that everything is fine i still find doubt...school work is taking its toll or should i say just the thought of all the work is reeking the most havic....no sleep has been had for about two weeks now and i am dead tired now yet i am dreading actual "bed time", i had a talk with alex on the to his building today he asked how i was seeing as of the past couple days i have been sort of a basket case...he told me about his bout with insomnia and how he had no real advice to give accept that one day or should i say night sleep just comes...well im still waiting